Sometimes,

it'd feel really nice to have someone ask for your well-being, and show the endless amount of number to express the feeling. you know, the feeling of being appreciated. it has been awhile. pretty awhile.

Holiday

Greetings, lad. The only reason I write this post is because of one idea that suddenly popped out during a conversation I had just now. 

and looking at the last date I wrote a post before was quite some time ago. 

read; not that i really care about the date.

So, the holidays between two semesters are running out already. Not so sure whether I should be glad nor sad about it but one thing for sure, meeting everyone back is going to bring some positive feelings indeed. Well, I spent my time a lot in front of my laptop during this holidays. So, you know how unproductive I have been. NOT A VERY GOOD EXERCISE

Most of my holiday plans are not going anywhere since I'm having a bit difficulties on my own. Sucks to that. It's funny tho, when I'm in my semester, futsal seems to chase me anywhere I go. But when I'm free like all the time, so rare for me to have a futsal calling. Sucks that too. I wish I can be more productive tho. To put all my muscles to action is what I intended to do for the holiday but sadly, the plan is not working. Sucks.

I didn't tweet a lot, nor do facebook-ing.

I didn't jog nor exercise.

I didn't go outside a lot anymore. 

Well, I'm in my comfort zone and it's hard to get myself out from this one.

I miss mi amore. the one that can change my world in just a second when she's around me.

Linger

But I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you.

The World Is Crumbling

Many might not yet notice, some might have, others might care less. The way we all used to do stuffs with each other is now just only memories left behind, never yet to be opened again. The road we used to walked is now the road I'm walking alone.

Isn't it weird how the complexity of time, places and situations changed us all? We changed without realizing the change.


"dunia berubah, bro."
"sekarang dah susah, dulu senang sebab semua dekat."
"bukan taknak, kita nak tapi .."
"entahlah."




The days when we shared laughters, tears and joy could never happen again. It could happen, just not often. Blaming anyone not to be given, different paths would be the reason.


Dude, chill lah.


Hehe, everyone have their own priority now, we might not be with each other for all activities, events, or such but we always know that we shared something important between us all. That is,
Friendship.

Confusion

it has been approximately 8 weeks since i started my degree life, doing an absolutely i have no idea what's it about at the beginning, urban and township planning. it's a new course here, and i'm the first batch. wait, more like a lab rat.

it's pretty messy and the lecturers, man. somebody, anybody just please send someone or anything to make this right. they were more confusing. and i'm not the only one who said this.

macam keling.

cakap tak serupa bikin.

apa ni? mula mula cakap macam ni, pastu macam tu pulak.

after 8 weeks of recognition, i started to have a doubt on what am i doing.

can i really do this?

can i excel this?

do i even like this course?

maybe i can but not in this university, definitely.

should i change course?

i must say, i miss doing basic designs. in which i would say, i am more interested in architecture. looking at my friends in archi, all the stuffs they did, the places they went, the lessons they learnt. i am sorta kinda jealous. but, it's not like i can do anything pun. i'm planning to apply for archi, but i must consult with my pretty good advisers first before i do anything. i just don't want to feel any regrets when it is too late because at the moment, being a lab rat is not really a good feeling.